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I breath seven
I don't know myself
in the mirror
nor do i resemble me at all
you wouldn't know me
if you knew me
no, not at all
I am remade.

these lips you kiss
were made by you
on the night we first kissed
they began to form
by speaking your name
a secret name
an angel's name
no longer just a mask
but the flesh beneath
the lips, the eyes
the nose, and chin
your smile, twisting,
dynamic
not at all rigid like the mask
soft lips.

I thought I loved
what fell from the tree
but not like her unveiled self
her pure self
her real self...
why do I whisper
again it enters my mind
with your name
like a lingering scent,
maddeningly there
i erase my day for you
the man in the mirror
smiles back at you
not me.

on the night we first spoke
i knew there was more
and it ceased to matter
and thats all the divinity I need,
and if the world quits spinning
my mind will still whirl
just thinking of you
(you always moved me
more than planetary rotation,)
I erase my week for you
the man in the mirror
smiles back at you
not me.

of course,
this new heart you've given me
is big enough for two
and my lips are made to say your name
and they do it well,
and finally I breath seven again
because each week I wait for you
is seven days without you
seven days i ache for you
seven days without your sweet voice,
seven, seven, and seven...
seven times three too many
but i'll wait.


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