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I don't know what I was thinking
when I pushed you away
I was...
scaredstupidcowardlysick
and i'm not making excuses
but
i think
you could have saved my life
if i had let you.

now,
you're just another wish
a passed by chance
a reason to hate myself
a small space where
i can justify
i was once worth it.

i wonder
if you ever think of me
and if you do
if you hate me
or if you ever wonder
if i weren't so messed up
if it could have been as nice as we imagined.


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