~| h o n e s t l y , d e e p l y |~



i don't know
if i can do this anymore
it's gotten to the point
where it makes me tired
even as it makes me smile

honestly, deeply
i mean it all over again
truly and sincerely
loving you
is killing me

it's a tremendous effort
to be so afraid
and constantly fighting that
with being better than him
but never knowing

honestly, deeply
i mean it all over again
truly and sincerely
loving you
is killing me

i'm starting to believe
it'd be easier to walk away
than it is to break myself over you
and i know i'm weak and wanting
but i'm also sinking

honestly, deeply
i mean it all over again
truly and sincerely
loving you
is killing me


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