~| h e r e . a n d . o n l y |~



you will never understand
what you do to me
i'm not smart enough
to be vain
or dumb enough
to be sane

mildly, wildly
i can disappear
and i usually do
whenever
my muse is cut
and bleeding
tied to grim indulging
she's a broken record playing

"here and only"
only
these days
i get some friction
when i walk
too close to you

here and only,
only
you're not there
like you said you would be
i could use
a nice shot of you
but i'm not shocked,
not shocked at all.

you will never understand
what you do to me
i'm not jaded enough
to laugh
i'm not numb enough
by half.


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